What the Palms Say: A Sermon

I preached this sermon on Palm Sunday, March 29, 2026 at St. Anne Episcopal Church, West Chester, OH.

It is Palm Sunday. It is Palm Sunday, and I find myself thinking about the palms. 

Do you ever think deeply about the palms on Palm Sunday? Do you ever wonder about their perspective on all of this? The day is named for them after all. These broken fronds, these green tongues are unfurling some silent word that nobody seems to hear. 

It’s such strange day, a strange liturgy, full of abrupt changes. We bless the palms and we take them up like swords, or prayers, or both, and we process and cry Hosanna, and then the story takes a sharp turn–sharp as nails–and the palms lie forgotten in our hands, on our seats, in our hearts. They are consigned to the dust upon the streets of Jerusalem as the crowd, the whole human crowd across time and space, converts its longing into loathing. 

Frightening, that—how longing can so quickly turn to loathing in the human heart. Frightening and true. 

And meanwhile, the palms lie trampled, forgotten, like most innocent things do in the wake of the warfare we seemingly cannot help but wage upon each other. 

So it’s Palm Sunday, and I am thinking about the palms, because Jesus told me that the marginal things are the blessed things, and in this human & divine drama so poignantly told, the palms, just like the body of our Lord, are the refuse and the reminder of our many failed dreams. The dreams of an uncomplicated savior who would conquer with strength and certainty. The dreams of a life that would be simple and straightforward and easy to understand. The dreams of a world that would somehow let us off the hook if we just shouted louder than our enemies. 

Those dreams, all bound up in the palms waved by the desperate crowds….those dreams were crucified along with Jesus. Jesus, who could not or would not be what we demanded.

And so perhaps it is no wonder that we don’t think about the palms too much—perhaps they are too painful to think about. Maybe that’s why we tuck them away to dry up like old love letters we are embarrassed we ever wrote. Maybe that’s why we burn them in the fire, because we regret the false optimism they represent and somehow we want to be liberated from our naivety. 

I don’t know. But regardless, I am thinking about the palms on Palm Sunday, because the story of Jesus’ passion and death demands that I look at the things I would rather tuck away, the things I would rather forget. 

And so, in the shadow of the Cross, I look down, and I see the palms lying there in the dirt: forgotten, strange, awkward, like a glimpse of myself in a mirror that I wasn’t ready to look into. 

And what I see, when I look at the palms, is that part of myself that would still, even now, be willing to trample over the vulnerable if it would guarantee my personal peace. The part of myself that would still turn on whatever is good and pure if it threatened my success or even just my comfortable assumptions. 

The palms bear witness to the war within myself, the war that erupts in that thin space between longing and loathing, when I don’t get what I want and I hate whatever is given instead. The palms say: how easily you waved me and shouted with desperate joy. How easily you threw me down and shouted with desperate fury. And those are both YOU.

Those are both us. 

I think that we have to think about the palms on Palm Sunday and what they have to say, crumpled and forgotten in the dust, or crunched up in our clenched fists, or tucked away between the pages of forgetfulness, or twisted into crosses to make it all pretty somehow, as we try and sanctify our rage. I think we have to look at them and learn from them if this Palm Sunday service is to have any purpose at all.

Because the world is still at war with itself. Deep within itself, the world is still living one perpetual Palm Sunday. Still, still we are both longing and loathing almost in the same breath—our political enemies, the objects of our desire, the many things and people we both envy and disdain and crave and hate for craving; the ways in which we both try and fail and still never seem to learn. We cannot find any peace, and so we crucify the peaceful. We cannot bear vulnerability so we crucify the vulnerable on whatever altar is handy: nationalism, tribalism, racism, sexism, classism, our multifaceted phobias, or our simple, idle neglect to be kind to the people in front of us. 

But try as we might, crucifixion never brings peace. The eradication of the other never helps us find ourselves.

And the palms, they see it all, up from the dust where they lie. They see it all, in the way that marginal things often do. They catch the tears that fall to the ground, they catch the blood that spatters, they see the downcast gaze of a people who have either forgotten or decided not to look upward anymore.

And yet, I think, despite all of this, I think they love us anyway, these palms. I think that they, the refuse, they, the cast off, they, the lowest of the low, I think they can see us in ways we cannot see ourselves. And I think, in their green and simple honesty, they take pity on us. I think the palms on Palm Sunday say:

My sister, I know what it is to be broken.

My brother, I know what it is to have your life cut short. 

My friend, I know what it is not to fulfill the purpose you originally dreamt of. 

My beloved, I know what it is to be loved and then cast aside. 

So I see you, they say. I see all of you. I see that, despite your rage and your tragic disappointment, I see that a part of you still remembers how to hope. I see it and I know it because I was there when you clutched me in your hands, like an eager child. I was there when your pulse beat faster and faster with delirious, hungry joy as God rode by in his humble majesty. I was there when, for one split second, you dared to dream that another world had arrived, that love was actually true.

And so even now, on the other side of your regret, say the palms, on the other side of your fickleness and your fury, still, I see all of you. And I, the palm, remember all of you. And lying here in the dust, I forgive you, you who are also dust. I forgive you as God forgives you, for God abides in the lowly places and in the voices you forgot to listen to. 

The Cross may tell one story of who we are and what we can do, but the palm still holds the memory of our other story. The story with which we began this day, this life, this creation, together. The story of green palms and gardens and life and love and tenderness and voices lifted up in praise rather than hatred. 

That story, that part of us…it is still true, too. And the palms are here to help us remember it, if we’re willing. If we will just look down at the fragments of beauty underfoot and try to remember. 

And so I am thinking about the palms, friends, perhaps because I cannot bear to forget them anymore.

I cannot bear a world that continues to look more like Golgotha, more like the Cross than it does like the Kingdom. So today I am looking away from the pageantry of death and empire and I am down on my hands and knees looking for love wherever I can, even among the bits and scraps we tend to forget and throw away. 

And what else can we do, really? After all, our Lord has been crucified before us. He is dead, again, and we said nothing to stop it. 

Do you ever notice that? Year after year, on this day, the story unfolds, and we never say anything to stop it. We continue to reenact our own despair. 

So perhaps, since our prayers and our nice words and our best intentions have failed us, perhaps the least we can do on this holy day, and in this holy week, is to bend down low, very low, and look for whatever remains of his procession through our lives. Whatever remains of the best parts of ourselves. The palms are there, and they will show us, they will remind us, if we let them. All marginal things and voices will, if we let them. 

Blessed are the ones who let them. 

So yes, friends, it’s Palm Sunday, and I am thinking about the palms. 

My prayer is that you will, too. 

Transfixed: A Sermon

I preached this sermon on Sunday, February 27, 2022 at Trinity Episcopal Church, Fort Wayne, IN. The lectionary text cited is Luke 9:28-36, an account of the Transfiguration.

Like many of you, I have been transfixed by the images coming out of Ukraine the past several days. I was transfixed by the video clips of parents kissing their children goodbye. I was transfixed by the story of a young couple who got married one day and signed up to defend their city the next. I was transfixed by the images of people sheltering in subway stations last night, the thought of lives upended and ended, and of the incomprehensibility of yet another needless war blighting the face of God’s beloved creation. I have been transfixed by the question: what now? What next?

I use that word, transfix, intentionally. It means “to make motionless with amazement, awe, or terror,” and in the face of the brutalities that too often characterize life in this world, I do sometimes find myself shocked into motionlessness. I find myself without words or insights or any idea how to meaningfully respond. My prayer this week has been little more than silence and variations of, “Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy. Lord have mercy.” Even the beautiful language of the Prayer Book has felt dry and heavy on my tongue.

It is easy to feel this way when we are inundated with challenging news. Ukraine is the latest iteration of the world’s grief, but in this interconnected planet, I think we are more keenly aware than ever of the collective heartbreak of the human family. We’ve faced our share of it together in the past few years. And it can feel, some days, like too much to process. Like my heart and my mind can’t hold it all. And so I am simply transfixed. 

But our generation is not alone in this experience. As I reflect on all of this, I feel some connection to Peter and John and James in today’s gospel—up on the mountain to pray, they see something incomprehensible—the figures of Moses and Elijah appearing in glory, speaking with Jesus, who is himself visibly changed in some mysterious way. And while we might tend to think of this as an exciting and beautiful vision, in truth it was terrifying and overwhelming for the disciples. It was too big for them, not something they were prepared to process. 

I have an icon in my office of this scene, and in it, the disciples are not gazing placidly, reverently up at Jesus and Moses and Elijah. They are falling back in shock, tumbling down the mountainside, as if they are in the process of being struck dead.

Luke describes their state of being while all of this was going on by saying “Peter and his companions were weighed down with sleep.” They were tired. They were frightened. We might say that they were transfixed. And so I have to wonder whether their prayer as the cloud enveloped them on the mountaintop was also some version of “Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy. Lord have mercy.”

In the face of what is new, and strange, and frightening, it is natural for us to not know what to do, and therefore to end up doing very little. We cannot comprehend the mind of God. We cannot save the world. We cannot explain the persistence of evil. And so we get stuck. We tell ourselves that we are just bystanders, poor pilgrims caught up in the storm on the mountain, waiting for the clouds to break, waiting for things to go back to normal. Waiting, transfixed, until someone else figures out what to do, what the next step should be.

But I fear we might be waiting a long time if that is all we do. Because here’s the thing, both about this gospel passage in particular and about our lives as followers of Jesus more generally: it’s not about being transfixed. It’s a different “t” word.

The word of the day today, the key word in this story, and the key word for our discipleship in moments such as this is not transfixion but transfiguration. That is what is happening up on the mountaintop. Transfiguration—the transformation of one thing into another, better thing. 

Let me say that again: the transformation of one thing into another, better thing. Now you might think, wait a second—Jesus is already fully God and fully human, long before he went up this mountain—he doesn’t need to be transformed into something better. And you would be correct.

Because in truth, although we usually focus on his changed appearance, Jesus is not the one being transfigured in this encounter. It is the disciples. It is the disciples who are changed—it is the disciples who are given eyes to see and ears to hear. It is the disciples who in this moment perceive the fullness of God’s truth, who feel what it is to bear the glorious weight of God’s love. It is the disciples who are being stretched and shaped and re-formed by this experience into who God intends them to become. And that invitation, that challenge, extends to us as well, we who are the disciples of the present, perilous moment.

Jesus, in revealing his eternal inner radiance, is actually inviting the disciples, and us, to let go of that sleep-heavy paralysis, that transfixed state of limited imagination, and to step out into a transfigured life, a life in which we are awake. A life in which we may not have all the answers, a life in which pain and suffering and war still persist, but also a life in which we are ready to face whatever lies ahead because we have seen, we have held, we have tasted–if only for a moment–the fullness of the glory of God.

And if you wonder, how can I live that way? Where will I find the courage? What if I am not  good enough or strong enough or centered enough? Well, yes, I ask myself those things every day, too.

And then I look again at those parents kissing their children goodbye, willing to die to protect them–parents who just a week ago were not very different from you and me. I think of that couple whose marriage is being consecrated as we speak in the laying down of their lives for their friends. And I think of all the saints and the martyrs, the advocates and the prophets, the justice-seekers and the wound-healers, the citizens of God’s kingdom, the famous and the unsung, the ones who gave their lives over to God’s dream of peace even in world that mocks peace, and I don’t know why it must be this way, or how it all works, but I see that it does, indeed, work—that in the mystery of grace, transfiguration is possible. That we can face the moment when it comes. That we won’t be transfixed forever.

So yes, let us pray for peace. In Ukraine, and around the world. And let us also pray for peace to transfigure our hearts, that we might become makers of peace.

And until then,

Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy. Lord have mercy.